My last post was about me trying to figure out a schedule,finding the ability to juggle being a mommy, a wife, a homemaker, and a blogger… Well, all of that came screeching to a halt because I had to find time to be a daughter. My Father passed away last week;I am devistated by this. In order to be able to deal with this loss I have thrown myself into projects to keep myself busy, I’ve baked bread, had friends over for dinner, made meals that I’ve never tried before, gone to the movies, started working on a Christmas tree project, and have started reading a new book. I’ve managed to keep from thinking about my pain for almost a week now.
I certainly never thought that I would deal with my pain in this manner. Maybe I am still in denial, that if I don’t think about it, it didn’t really happen. Who knows. I do know that taking care of Clark keeps me grounded; he makes me smile and brings me the greatest joy in the world. They say that life is for the living. Well, I plan on making the most of this life. I will celebrate the life that my dad had, I will celebrate the blessings that I’ve been given; to include being able to visit him prior to his death so that he could meet his grandson. I will do my best to make each day count!
